But.



It sort of feels like someones doing that to my ear from the inside out.

Brb, going to yell at my painkillers until they work again.

Give me some love, please?

THEY'RE AMAAAAAAZING~! ALL OF THEIR SONGS ARE LIKE THIS. ALL. I ADORE THEM SFM.

Yes!  See, my parents came in and woke me up for school. I was tired, but I got out of bed and started getting ready for school. Just doing the usual--pulling on the old knee highs, making sure the pleats in my skirt were even. I checked the clock: 5:44. Right on time, awesome.

Then, I actually woke up, and it was 6:03. That entire day, I felt fifteen minutes off. I was so sure that it had happened! It felt so real, that I still remember a boring little dream like that.

And then, of course, there's the fact that every single other dream of mine involvesthe craziest stuff ever, so I could never believe it. 

PERHAPS NOT NECESSARILY BREATH, BUT, YEAH, THIS WORKS.

ALSO: GOODY D TOTALLY HATES ON CESKEELYA. JUST SAYING.

Continuing the funny video posts that have been going through my f-list lately, I give you....

~Ron's Parents~ (My current favorite :D)

Aaaand....


~Harry's Nightmares~ (A very close contender :DD)



ALSO, GUYS, GUYS, WE HAVE TO DO THIS SONG FOR TALENT SHOW PLEASE IT WILL BE THE CROWNING MOMENT OF MY YOUNG MISERABLE LIFE o____________________O

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Words of Affirmation.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		9
Words of Affirmation:		7
Acts of Service:		6
Physical Touch:		4
Receiving Gifts:		4

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

This is just proof that Lucky and I are not the most insane fangirls ever.

(Lucky, shut up, we totally don't react like this in the morning before everyone gets there, we don't.)

ALSO: HILARIOUS. I LAUGHED SO HARD.

OH MY GOD

GLEE, YOU'RE NOT THE BEST FANDOM. YOUR SHOW VARIES FROM EXTREMELY CLEVER TO POORLY WRITTEN. (A LITTLE LIKE MERLIN NOW, BUT LET'S NOT GET INTO THAT.) HOWEVER, YOU DO HAVE ONE REDEEMING POINT WHICH WILL MAKE ME FORGIVE ALL OF YOUR OTHER FAULTS.

AND THAT REDEEMING POINT IS KURT/BLAINE, AND MORE SPECIFICALLY, THIS SONG.

THINK DARREN CRISS AND CHRIS COLFER SINGING BABY ITS COLD OUTSIDE

DEAR GOD I CAN'T EVEN FORM COHERENT THOUGHTS

/SQUEE

So. As you all know, thegameison_sh is having voting going on RIGHT NOW. Seriously guys, the fic there is amazing. Its so hard to narrow everything down, it makes you want to tear out your hair. (Psss, you all should head over there and vote!

(btw, cut for spoilers. Go read the stories first, then come back. Or, just don't read them at all, and make fun of me.)

( So, I did this, and it just shows how incredibly sad my life is. )And yes, I totally went and revamped my icons for the sake of this post. /loooooserrrrrr

this... this has made my life. This is so funny, I just.... WATCH AND LAUGH.

Its so infuriating to be in this situation and not be able to tell him.

I would tell you if I could, love. Please, just be a little bit more patient and wait till my mistake is through? Please?

Its four in the morning. I wish I had someone to share the stars and the moon with.

Meet Korra.




Just to spam your pages.

No, but it has been confirmed that she is:

-a girl in her late teens (most likely 16, 17)
-Southern water tribe
-hotheaded, independent, "ready to take on the world"

Why is this so exciting? Because this is a true sequel to Avatar, that thing that all the fans were waiting for during the past five years. Even better, its not a regurgitated version of the original (well, doesn't look like it at least), with what looks like a different sort of protagonist.

Korra is, really, the best, logical heir of Aang for several reasons, the largest being that she seems to have a very different personality, fundamentally speaking. While Aang is the peace-loving goof shying away from a conflict, it seems like Korra is the kind of person who would go up to the bad guys and be like "BITCHES, LETS DO THIS."

It'll be nice, also, that she's a girl. While Bryke tries to make strong female characters, like Toph and, eventually, Katara, they always end up, somehow, taking a backseat to the men. Toph is characterised as a man--she has many boyish characteristics over girly ones, and even she has to be rescued at some point. And we all know that Katara can be pretty darn useless at times.

So, Korra is a breakaway from that mold. It'll be nice to see some of the gender stuff become a ittle more equal. (You hear that, Mattel?)

And the plot, while perhaps not the most original, is not a weak continuation or reincarnation. It takes a completely new perspective at the Avatar 'verse; after all, we're used to revering bending as if its godlike. Here, there's more machinery (a natural evolution, it seems, from what we saw in the Fire Nation), and, the horror, antibending sentiment. Its going to be interesting how this plays out--what happens to the Avatar when she isn't wanted anymore, and the world still needs her?

All in all, its probably also going to contain some commentary on how bending=nature/faith, machinery=not appreciating said bending, and how we should bend more than we should rely on machines. Much more fulfilling, I think, than satisfying Aang's Gary Stu-ness (but that's a completely different rant).

Hm. A girl Avatar--wter tribe, no less-with steampunk and an entirely new setting (Republic City).

I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Smash

Into tiny pieces.

Crush

Until its bits of dust.

Angry

At that one I once called friend.

Dare

To accuse me.

Never

Was guilty, least not so much as

You. Will. See.

Rage coursing through blood, thicker than water-

just wait.

I cannot take this, I will not stand for it.

Smash.

I feel the most beautiful when I'm soaking wet.

Beautifully, gorgeously, sopping wet. When my entire body's been submerged, and I'm coated in the liquid, that's my beauty. That's my element.

Its when my hair is plastered to the side of my head, following the contours of my neck to slide down my back. Its when there's droplets everywhere and I'm dripping on the floor, leaving puddles. Then, I move with the grace a panther. Then, I walk with dignity and confidence.

There's nothing, absolutely nothing, hiding me. The last vestiges of make-up are gone, wiped clean. Clothes, bathing suits, it doesn't matter. The water shows you for who you truly are. The beads simply roll over curves, accentuating, showing.

I'm naked in the water, stripped to my soul. There is just me. My eyes gain power, raw power that could take you apart. My face becomes me, more sleek and enchanting. My problems simply wash away, and I gain knowledge. Understanding.

I am beautiful in the water.

I hate so much having to dry. Please, can I just go under and live there forever?

LE RULES:
Bold the statements that are true~
Italicize that which you wish are true.
LEAVE ALONE those that are liiiiiies.

( Meme madness )

Which Hogwarts house will you be sorted into?

Ah, just a mere point over Gryffindor. Honestly, I think I'd be suited for both.

So, class plays are a lovely time of the year, right?

WRONG.

My parents probably won't let me do it. So, why did I audition? First mistake, but hey I can live with that. Hide it for a bit, bring home good grades, pull my life together- everything's hunkydory again.

I don't even care if I have a tiny part! Well, I do, but not terribly. Its just the kind of caring that makes you happy when you get, but you could care less if you don't. There we go, not even stressed yet.

No, what really cheeses me off is when I walk into an audition that I have prepared nothing for, do a great job, then get told this and end up with that. S. handed me one of the audition sheets because she got food on the other. I do pretty well for that part that she handed me. More than well. I do bloody fantastic. They told me so! "Wow, that was great, that had to have been one of the best auditions we've seen." 

Alright, so far so good.

"Now, we understand that you would like a bigger role"-no shit Sherlock-"but you were one of the best *insert role here* we've seen. So we might give you that instead."

"Um, I'd rather not, I'd rather be *insert other role here*."

"Okay, we'll keep that in mind."

BUT THEY DIDN'T. Not being mean, but I'm pretty good at acting and some other people are not! Hell, its called acting for a reason! And if I was good in that part, it stands to reason that I would be good in others, right?

No. Obviously not. Obviously I'm only suited to the role handed to me by chance that I would really not like to do. Obviously I'm only worth that bit piece.

It just.... it disappoints me. I'm going to get passed over this year again to a smaller role while other people that I know I'm a better actress than get the parts. They're going to halfheartedly shine while I bite my tounge in the wings. The lines, can't people see they have so much potential? Its not enough to pretend to be the character, you have to become the character. And the people who get parts, well its a popularity contest and I obviously didn't win.

Just give me a chance. Please?

Because, dammit, I'll be irritated if I'm held back because my acting was too good! How messed up is that? It bugs the jeebers out of me that I'm not even being considered for anything because they had me set on this.  Or if I am, its a total fluke because they cast list is messed up and they would "prefer if I kept with that role."

Damn them to hell. I have half a mind just to pull out and save myself the trouble... but I can't. Acting... its too much fun for me. I love it. I "act" every time I write; I become a character and tell a story. And where else am I going to be able to do this?

If it weren't for Soph and her part, I'd be even more pissed. But thank the LORD someone had their head screwed on when casting that.

Goddammit. I just want what I deserve, not the bit piece that I did by chance and now I'm saddled with. Is that really too much to ask?

You know, its not possible to create a human clone. Even "natural" clones, aka twins, that look alike, will be different somehow.

That being said, cloning would be incredibly dangerous. Take Dolly, for example. She died of old age... at four years old. She was expected to live until eight. We have absolutely no idea how to do this, people!

Of course, what if we did fix those kinks? I mean, think of the possibilites. We could clone Alexander the Great (provided we had a piece of his DNA lying around), or clone other people history has dubbed as brilliant. The implications alone.... a tested leader, who we know will be great. Who wouldn't want that?

Of course, it would have to be regulated. Controlled. Don't want little genetic psycopaths running around, do we? But we could benefit from this.

Then again, I don't think the clones would be too hot on these ideas. They're people too, you know? Lab made life is still life. I know that right now, if someone came up to me and told me that I was Cleopatra's clone (unlikely), and come rule Egypt immediately, I wouldn't do it. I would hate it, and I wouldn't do a good of job as others who would choose that path themselves.

Honestly, in the end, its better all around if cloning doesn't happen. The poor people, who're told they're nothing but clones, nothing but an avatar of sorts to be used to better the people they're based of. The man-made life just wouldn't get to live.

Um, lets see. They.... hey, look, no prerequisites! Its pretty easy to be my friend. So long as you're not an evil monster that does terrible things with no remorse nor reason, you stand a chance.

On a side note: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XyKLUhHltVY

EPIC WIN OF AWESOME. Jeez, I love that kid. :P

I couldn't help it. I had to. She was my baby, guys. I still have notes and sketches for each character, albeit the missing story. How could I just forget her? I couldn't. I couldn't leave her there in the back of my mind, begging for attention.

So I did it. I resurrected Frent from the dead. Of course, she's undergoing major reconstruction. For example, plot holes are being explained. Her name will most likely change. She's a little more happy. The antagonists have changed. The characters have changed. Certain things have been thrown out the window. Its in the future (I can't believe I'm writing future fic). Her traits are different. Hopefully, its more realistic.

But still, when all is said and done, its still my baby. And I've brought her back, guys. Give her some love, please?

Note: this is an excerpt. She's talking to a girl, aged ten. Posted cause it makes the most sense out of everything else.

 

( So, kid, whats it gonna be? )